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[Jan. 13th, 2005|02:05 am] |
Post anything that you want and post it anonymously.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love.. anything. Even how you feel about me, be brutally honest... you can tell me how much you hate and/or love me or whatever.
It can be about ANYTHING.
Make sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post as many times as you'd like, Then put this in your LJ to see what others think. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2004|07:47 pm] |
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This journal is now friends only.
My <3 to all of you not on my list. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2004|07:42 pm] |
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| | Killswitch Engage - Rose of Sharon | ] |
Yeah, my friends suck. We were supposed to see Conscender up in Reno tonight, but now they don't want to take me, even if I'll pay for gas and everyone's tickets. And I had to pay for one of my friends to help me air up my tire and give me a ride into town when all three cars owned by my family were out of service. Then my other friend tried to beat me up to try and impress girls on my birthday, but when I pinned him down on the ground and told him not to try and hurt me anymore, he uppercut me in the testies.
I'm going to Ozzfest alone. I've decided this. I don't want to take any of them with me to something like this, they'll only bring me down. And this year, I'm going loner, the way I've always wanted to be. There's no longer any teachers or high school students to tell me I need friends. I can finally be alone, something I really appreciate right now. |
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| Yup |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|02:16 am] |
Registering for COLLEGE in the morning. Woo!
Found out I'm leaving for Idaho the 26th, so I'm gonna have to skip Ozzfest in Cali, and probably have to hit the Arizona dates. Which is fine with me, I still get to go to California for the Ill Nino/Soulfly show.
Speaking of shows, my mom wants to take me to a Conscender show in Reno on my birthday, which would be cool, although I'd be afraid to see my mom at another metal show... Bad stuff. She also wants to take me to go see the Cure whenever they're the closest on their tour. That'd be bomb, I've always wanted to see them in concert, literally ever since I watched PBS. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2004|01:32 am] |
Just got done talking to my ex's new boyfriend. He threatened to come down from Vegas and kick my butt for 'what I did to Jessica.' I called him an ignorant tool, and if he's really as dumb as he says he is, then please come down, as I'll be here with a fist of intelligence to smack him in the head with.
Apparently he was full of crap.
I'm gonna go write now. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|04:56 am] |
I am a hunter. A bear killer. A big wheeler, drug dealin', llama stealer.
I just caught a mouse with an empty cd spindle when he was trying to eat my chimi-changa. I know it's a 'he' because his anatomy tells me these things. I'd take pictures of his new home/my new temporary pet, but the batteries on my favorite digital are dead.
Dookie. |
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| The Tear's of Azrael |
[Jul. 16th, 2004|02:40 pm] |
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Yeah, Been writing a lot. Mostly songs. Some that will be used for songs but were origionally written as poetry. Can't sleep a solid 3 hours without waking up and not being able to get back to sleep. I don't like the Mormon church. I'm thinking of dying my hair black again, or maybe red. Red with black tips. Or black with red tips. Or black and red tips on my space shuttle colored head.
My little sister stole my eyeliner.
Atomship - Agent Orange
Quote:
"Losing track of days.
Staring to the sky.
As the old man dies." |
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| *yawn* |
[Jul. 9th, 2004|02:13 pm] |
So I played DDR last night until about four thirty, then slept on and off until about noon, waking up every hour or so to do random chores. I think, whenever I change my normal physical activities drastically, that it messes with my tummy. I've been pooping soft serve ice cream for the last fifteen minutes, and I'm not feeling any better. The dog stayed up with me and he's got some stinky farts himself. I think that's from the double cheeseburger I fed him though.
I'm disappointed with the new In Flames cd. Very lacking, in my eyes. I picked up Atomship as well, with no disappointments. |
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| Hmm.. |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|09:27 pm] |
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I'm so strapped for cash right now, it's not even funny. I've known that I was gonna be strapped for Ozzfest, and tried to save up a bit, but to little avail. Lending money to friends/family has put me at 40 bucks, and I need to buy a ticket friday. Not only that, I need to make reservations at the hotel I picked out, and figure out how to get down there: My grandma is fully willing to let me take her car, just as long as she gets to go to Ozzfest with me. That's right, my grandma wants to buy a ticket and go to Ozzfest, which I'm seriously contemplating at this point. The only problem is, once she finds out what it is, she'll hate me even more, lose whatever faith she has in me and want to go home, OR she might get sick from being outside in the blazing sun all day around sweaty Slayer fans. She has a bad heart, diabetes, and random semi-self induced illnesses.
Ozzfest/money aside, Britz is gone, and now I'm sad. I've got her email and both her phone numbers, though, so we'll stay in contact. And if/when I get the chance later on this year, I'll go visit her. |
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| Rrrgh. |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|01:04 am] |
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| | Beethoven - Fur Elise (I can't make the accent marks.) | ] |
Omigosh do I feel worn out. It's the first night I've been home the entire time for probably close to a week, and my mom just told me that she hates it when I have things on in the house at night, right after slapping me. I'M LISTENING TO CLASSICAL IN MY ROOM! It's funny, though, as last night I came home around four thirty to a home with every light on save my mother's. My sisters decided to pull an all nighter, and when I came in the tv was on full blast with Rose Red playing, and a tower of other scary movies to watch waiting for their turn. Did they get in trouble for making such a ruckus, not getting the sleep they need, or obeying their set bedtime? Hohoho! It's time for me to move out. Unfortunately that's not an option until school starts this fall, as I'm so strapped for cash/time right now that I can't afford to even get a job. =( Furthermore, my mother told me that she's leaving in two days for a week, and she doesn't want me in the house while she's gone to Idaho. I'm just glad that she's given me a heads up before she left. I'll probably have to leave my window unlocked so I can BREAK INTO MY OWN HOUSE!
In other news, I already hate this band that I'm part of, the music we play is uninspired, cliche, and worst of all, can be classified as nu-metal. X( I'm thinking of quitting and finding new people, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for more crap. I might just keep on honing my skillz and writing more music in the spare time I'll have while working full time and going to college. Actually, when college starts, if I'm out of this stupid band, I'll probably end up stopping music all together and start writing again. The nice thing about writing, is if there's anybody really annoying that plagues your existance, you can kill them.
See you crazy kids around! |
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| Hmm... |
[Jun. 24th, 2004|03:18 am] |
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So yeah. I'm home maybe two waking hours a day. I have no job. My bug is fixed. I'm interested in a girl. I'm officially in a band. I haven't written anything except song lyrics. My fingers hurt from the calouses(sp?) I've been building up. I'm back down to 150lbs. I'm broke. I'm hungry. I'm cold. I'm ugly. I love periods. I love you all.
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|11:09 pm] |
I'm busy, and confused. A lot's going on in my life, and I don't have much time for the internet. :O But all is well, I just need to focus on some things right now, so I might not update for awhile. But best of luck to all of you. And everyone should pitch in to the Save CJ's Leg Fund. For those of you who don't know CJ, he's flint_the_dwarf, and if you don't pitch in for one of my vewy best buds, I'll cut off your big toe. On the right foot.
Much love, kidz. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2004|12:25 am] |
Yeah, wow. I've passed all my finals. I'm graduating. I proved so many people wrong, I could almost cry. I was in the newspaper three times today. It's past midnight, and I'm not talking in complete sentences. Ugh, I don't want to party this weekend, but there's so many people who demand my presence that I might actually show up, then just leave. Nothing says cool like a cameo. Plus my cousin will be coming down this weekend. Yeah, we're gonna set some fires. I get to wear a cap and gown thingie tomorrow. It's gonna be GRRRREAT! Except not. I really don't wanna do it, but I promised my mom I would, and I'd like to see if anyone cheers for me. If my grandpa was down, he'd call everyone who walked a pansy, except for me. He'd scream for me to get a haircut, and then to kick some random person's butt. =( I miss him so. I'll be visiting him at the end of june. I'm thinking of taking my own car, so I can just travel after that. I'll just go dow' sou' to TEXAS, then maybe hook a right over to WHEREVER BAEAEAEAR AND KMAOKCC and FRYT live. Who knows. Money is the only real issue, as I'm looking at having only a couple hundred bucks. =/ Oh well.
Oh yeah, and I'll be writing a lot, as soon as I get some time. |
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| Ugh. |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|10:37 pm] |
Finals week, rewrote all my notes for all my classes out of paranoia of failing. Not that big of a deal, though, as I've only got three classes. I'm gonna go now so I can wake up and (hopefully) do them all tomorrow. See you crazy kids later.
Oh, and it's a little late to bid, but you should definitely check this out:
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3720968219 |
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| Jacked from a lot of people. |
[May. 30th, 2004|02:56 pm] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
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| mmmyesh. |
[May. 27th, 2004|11:41 pm] |
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So I'm actually doing my homework today. First time I've really buckled down and done stuff this year, a week before I never have to go back. Ha. So poo, I wanna talk to people, but I really need to get back to my stupid paper. =/ Eez okay though, tomorrow I'm not doing anything important whatsoever, and I can talk my talk to the text people then. I'm gonna dew another chapter this weekend, as well. Hopefully this will help stop the beatings. =) |
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| Haha, I saw this coming. |
[May. 27th, 2004|01:58 am] |
I actually took this test a few years back, I think, and I'm pretty sure I've gotten worse.
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[May. 25th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
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Been awhile since my last update, as I've been rather busy. My grandpa had heart failure over this last weekend and he's been in the hospital since. My mom drove up to Idaho, where he's at, really early in the morning, so I've been in charge of taking care of my sisters and whatnot. He's probably only got a few months to live, as he said he was certain he wouldn't make it through open heart surgery. He's doing a lot better than he was, but he's still gotta stay in the hospital for awhile as his legs are really bad for some reason, and he's lost 40lbs of fluids. Since this little escapade, he's decided that it's time to take care of family business before he goes up, so both of my uncles have gone up to fight the good fight against his brother, and my grandma and mother are arguing with my aunt, and me and my cousin are talking about setting everyone's houses on fire. =/ I'm good, though, just a little maxxed out from playing daddy for my sisters for the better half of a week, along with driving random relatives around because they've lent their cars to other random relatives.. Very confusing/exhausting.
On the plus side I'm playing Ragnarok now, and I'm up to level 22/17. I shouldn't be playing, though, as I'm long overdue for a story update. (Don't hurt me, I'll post it soon enough! ^_^ ) |
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| Prom = stupid |
[May. 17th, 2004|11:53 pm] |
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Yeah, prom wasn't worth it, in my eyes. But at least I got to wear a tux, which was actually kinda cool. If I'm ever in a similar situation as prom, I'm gonna go with the zoot suit next time. Them's awesome. I'm gonna scan pics as soon as I get them developed.
I haven't been writing much recently, which I'm going to completely blame on prom. >.> I'll try and write a lot this week to catch up. I hate inconsistancies.
Final Fantasy Chrystal Chronicles is really addictive if you've got a buddy to play with.
I haven't done anything today. And it just took me six minutes to find this out. I rock. |
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